Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Life, a repetition

Hi, I'm back from a long blogging break dude. I didn't blog cause' I don't feel like it, and it's true. I'm super inspired by some of the blogs that I have seen and here am I blogging again; if you don't mind my weak grammar.
What's your outlook on life? bleak? boring? meaningless? Well, let me blog of some of my personal feelings.
I came from a primary school which was chinese-value based and the emphasis is on chinese values. This is our school motto. Dilligence. Sincerity. Kindness. Courage.
You may think that it's old-fasioned, out-dated and even lame. All I have to say that you're wrong if you think about it carefully. Deep down, don't we agree that these values do play a important part in our lives? It is so relevant, and it NEVER fades, never, regardless of how our society changes, and how different our mindset can be.
I've noticed that I've been slacking, and so is others. BUT sometimes we can be so selfish and self-centred that we only care about ourself and we only know how to criticise others, never ourself. YOUSELF, YOURSELF and YOURSELF. Isn't it sad to see people begging for money or food along streets, where people just ignore them and walk away, worst still, jeered and joke about them. You might ask, what it is gotta do with the values then? Most of the time, kindness and compassion is often what we lack. We are humans so imperfect and selfish, that we don't bother to care about others for we are only bothered enough with ourself, our own welfare.
I'm just simply saddened and discouraged whenever I think of we humans being so cold -blooded and so for themselves only. We ourself do not even know what we are doing, because we are so influenced by the corrupted society and it is so part-of human- nature to do that.
Well, more of the values come with a story behind it, and I won't blog about it as it will be damm long for you guys to read.
After all, life is nothing but a struggle between fame and glory. Everybody want to achieve something for themselves. Again, THEMSELVES. Can't we human beings just be more magnimous and care about what others feel? No wonder hyprocrites are increasing.
Well, I'm so taking things for granted. Yesterday, when my Dad was waking me up for school, I feel damm irritated by two alarm clocks ringing at the same time by my ear drums. In a fit of anger, I smashed them on the floor. And why on earth do I do such things, which was sinful enough to hurt other feelings? Even I myself don't have the answer. Such a small gesture can simply hurt my Dad and there could be bad blood between us altogether. Kind enough, he said nothing. Sometimes, it really make me wonder why do we do things without thinking. He is the one who provide for the family, the one who paid all the bills, the one who keep the family close together. How can I do such things?
Even though we do think about it and repent, sooner or later we will find ourself doing the same thing, repeating the same mistake over and over again.
Life is all about repetition, persuing things that makes no sense, being selfish towards our peers and others. Agree? I'm not trying to brainwash you to think about the bad side of life, I'm just speaking the truth of what is happening.
Sometimes I really want to escape out of all these things, but can we? Do we have a chance to do so? We are not even given a chance as anyone else is doing the opposite. Think about it peeps. I think I'll end here.
Sometimes, I think I rather be on my bike forever, cycling my sorrows away.
We wished that we wouldn't think of such things but we still did. Discouraging thoughts.
Finally, the big question we would ask. Is life full of meaning or a meaningless?

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Hihi everyone.
''How's life you would ask me.''
Hmm....Life's okay though..Had a fun day in school =P. But life is becoming boring though. There's pratically nothing to do. And I'm serious. =.=l
Okay, my classmates played a prank on me. It was free period. Let me tell you what happened.
James and gang were prank-calling each other. Admit it, its LAME. and they started it first. When its my turn for them to prank call on, I become buay song. I approached him and as usual, he showed me the same cheeky face (looks sia lan) and its quite funny.
I was like , okay never mind forget it. Then I decided to take actions. Prank call back.=.=
NEVER will I imagine that they will divert the call to a girl. I was like damm pissed off. Anyway I'm okay now..zzz
Anyway, electronics devices will soon be STRICTLY baned in school, according to my form teacher. Yeah, no more prank call, but less fun...zzz
Today is a slack day. Dnt Common test in morning. Walao eh. Guess What !? One page only. And the 2 Isometric Drawing occupies 12 marks. Not much theory. It was like super ironic.
Then comes the 2 periods of PE, shiok yeah? PE is fun too. =D
Besides that, nothing happened much and it was normal routine. That's precisely why life is getting boring.
Yah, yah yah. Think I'm ending off here.
See yah soon.
Am i blogging for the sake of blogging? Is all my post getting boring? Well, I guessed it is... Its all about me and I'm sure you all are bored by it. Okay, I will try and make it interesting. XD

Monday, August 14, 2006

Hi, I'm back.
Kk, let me blog about today.
Today is one of the most wonderful SCHOOLdays I ever had. Keke...
Firstly, this is my first time I took pride in singing the national anthem and school song.
Don't ask why, I don't know why. Somehow I just felt that the discipline in my school has improved and there was a sense of belonging to the school =P
I'm a pro right? ....Secondly, today is a peaceful day. and a fun day too..Nothing happened much and we all are learning,(thats a good sign yeah). Its quite fun as I alos have fun time with my classmates, no qurraels, except fights? hahaha(playing fights)
D & T ? Fun sia..3 Periods. 1 Teacher. 1 Page of workbk(which takes 5 mins to do or something)
Rest is all free time, cool sia?
By the way, we misused the tools for weapons, and vent our anger on the extra piece of wood.
Ok, then I went home and sleep...(as usual)
Tommorow is common test, Maths somemore. And I totally have no sense of occasion. Why? I wanted to study yet I slept. I didn't have the self discipline to flip open my book and the first thing I did when I wake up was to chat on MSN...zzz
Haiz, really must change sia. This year is important. I'm planning to stay up and study tonight though. It's not good for last minute work, but it's an option though.
Ending off here.....

Sunday, August 13, 2006

ok, finally I'm blogging... I must make it a habit sia..my favourite pastime is slacking and throwing all the thing i wana do/need to do behind and just?.... SLEEP=P, perhaps or maybe, my way of escaping...Am I a coward?
I went to PlanerShakers concert on Fri, organised by FCBC( nice church)
PLANETSHAKERS U L T R A V I O L E T.
Cool name yeah, BUT I didn't enjoy it. People who went with me would agree that they didn't enjoy it. It's cool, I admit, rock and lively. For youths....
HOWEVER, it's too rock, to the point that you cannot immerse yourself in God's presence and you cannot sing the songs they are singing..or perhaps I don't know the songs? =.=
Okay, I tried singing but I can't....zzz... It's quite crazy.......but the sharing was excellent for non-believers, for believers too....too bad I've lost the high feeling.. after it ended, I need to travel from East (Expo) all the way to North(kathib) crap sia so far...but nvm...
Kind of missed school, so fun, I can crap with my friends.... =D you havn't seen the real side of me YET. Anyway, I've missed church today. I feel so bad...haiz...I must really have the disicpline to set my alarm and to wake up..
Tuesday, Aug 15. Maths common test. ARE YOU PREPARED? I'm scared and I gotta study!
ok, bye i'll stop here. =.= hope I won't end up slacking or sleeping.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Hi everyone! Who got watch NDP yesterday?^^ *raise hands*
Although I didn't went in, I was outside ! Was having a picnic with my church youth members...cool man..saw F15 fighter planes flew past...
helicpters...etc....My friends and I played card games, and the loser has to eat the snacks...(to finish the food..)haha had a nice time... HAPPY BIRTHDDAY SINGAPORE!
Because of that we have earned a holiday =P.
Besides that, morning was crappy...zzz.. Asknlearn gt problem...LOL sia..waste time...
gaming, msning....zzz....morning was boring though.
Hope you all had a great time yesterday. Even watching NDP at home can be fun too...
See ya. =D

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Inroduction...

Hihi, this is my first time blogging..hope everyone will support me by tagging. =P
Much more to learn, please comment in anything in my blog so that I can make improvements.
By the way, Praise the lord for he sent his son to die for our sins.! There is Only one way through him that we will have salvation and to dwell in te house of the lord forever! Simply believe in him. It's that easy!
Meantime, happy browsing my blog! Good day, God bless.